Kay recently did a number of lectures in the course of public
presentations and during classes. In newsletters to come we will share
excerpts from the transcripts of these lectures.
During these lectures she talks about our masks, judgment, freedom,
thoughtforms – which by the way her teachers called among the most
devastating pollution on our planet, as destructive as radioactive or
chemical pollutions now in our environment. She also talks about our
Songs, our incredible beingness as individuals and ways to start to
create a new world.
We still will continue our series on Soul Loss, but given that so many
people are still asking about fear and safety we felt it to be important
to share some of the Hetakas’ teachings and world views as their main
goal always was and is the waking up of humanity out of the sleep we
have fallen into thousands years ago.
Kay has studied with Domano and Chea Hetaka for more than thirteen years
the tradition of these Peruvian people and with a lineage carrier of the
Berber the ancient mystery teachings from the temples of Isis and Osiris
which have astoundingly similar concepts of who we are, where we are
coming from and what our possible future(s) look(s) like.
A word of caution before we begin, Kay’s teachers’ teachings are often
not in line with “modern” spiritual “thoughtforms” and people – some of
them considering themselves very spiritual – have been known to walk out
of her public lectures often motivated by the very energy of arrogance
and judgment that keeps us separated and incapable of truly building a
new world together.
1. BEING CONTROLLED BY FEAR
One of the things that happen when we hold judgment as a prime element
in the way we live and think is fear. We judge because we are afraid. We
are trying to get up the ladder. We are trying to be better than and we
are trying to get connected again. We are trying to be whole and free
again. As long as the judgment is in place, we live in fear. Judgment is
just another euphemism for fear. It is another little flavor of fear.
In our culture, we are afraid of everything. This is drummed into us and
perpetuated. This thought form is fed and fed. Everywhere you look
whether it is radio, TV, movies, friends, neighbors or families are
doing the proper social thing for this culture. They are feeding you
judgment and fear to keep you intact and safe. You are part of the gang.
You got to do the correct social thing, which means to judge and to be
afraid. Make decisions based on fear.
If we did not have any fear or judgment, it would not matter where we
went. The degree of safety is the same. We would not have that sensation
of wondering when the next bomb is going to drop and is it going to be
on me? When we get rid of the babble and the fear, which are this huge
pile of shit that we live in, we can be free. We have created this
little box, and it is made out of shit. It stinks. It is dirty. There
are no windows or doors. We got a little TV Screen in their and little
headsets with all the preprogramming and all the socialization there on
the screen coming in and reinforcing this is what the world is.
As long as we are living in that box, there is no freedom. We don’t
even see anything for what it actually is. We don’t know ourselves for
what we really are. We don’t see another being, whether a plant, person,
or animal, stars, rocks, or whatever it is for what it is. We don’t
perceive it for what it is. We have this little picture of what the
socialization of the masks say - “this is what it is suppose to be, this
is how you are suppose to treat it.” That is not freedom.
If we allow things like the terrorism, the crashes, or the
destruction to control our decision or to control our lives, we are
handing over a huge amount of our own freedom on a silver platter. We
are giving our freedom away. We are buying into a yet deeper piece of
the backwards-turning wheel. We are buying it hook, line, and sinker,
and we are also feeding and adding to it. We are making the fear thought
form worse than before.
Real freedom is breaking out of the box. Crack that big thick shell,
and get out by making a window or door. Stop the babble. Stop the fear.
Then you will see what is actually there. You see yourself for who and
what you really are. You see your totality, your Song, and your
beingness. You see your masks and your little trips. You see your own
beauty and your ancientness that is your immortality of beingness. It is
perfectly clear. The information is available.
When we are hiding in that little box, we are hiding from this
information. We are hiding from the knowledge of what we really are, and
who and what everything else is. You crack out of the box, and you see
somebody else for real, heart to heart, Song to Song. You see what is
that eternal Song in the other whether it is a rock, or a river, or the
wind, or another person, or group of people. Whatever it is you see the
truth, and you perceive the connectedness and the extraordinariness.
Everything is absolutely astounding. Everything is very different from
each other, but astounding and eternal. This insight is what we are
One thing the Hetaka’s always stressed was that one person can change
the world. It took me (Kay) years and years and years to understand what
that meant. It boggled my mind. I would be thrown into an intellectual
tizzy. One person can change the world. First they change themselves
inside. That is the first step. When one person can do that what they
are, what their beingness is, and what they radiate out is something
very different. They radiate something outside the little box, the
babble, and the judgment. They radiate out pure acceptance, pure
clarity, and pure strength. They have the knowingness that all it takes
is focus of the attention. You take away all that babble, all that fear,
and all that judgment tossed away and cut away.
Then there is the purity of self-the truth. When the focus of all
your beingness, awareness, and attention is clearly and unwavering on
one thing, then that one thing will come into being. It manifests. As
one person does that, and they focus on love, truth, healing, the
getting out of the box, and the freedom. They radiate the beingness of
it rather than the talk of it. We are like radio stations for we are
broadcasting 24 hours a day. That broadcasts bombards everything around
us, filling the space and making an impression that sticks and flavors
whatever it touches. The broadcast can stay in a room and in the walls
for 100s of years. The flavor and medicine of that energy is there in
the room and will touch everyone else that comes to that place. Everyone
gets affected by it and gets changed. They can be taught and healed by
this energy. You are dropping a pebble in a pond and the ripples go out
and out and out. The energy keeps affecting others long after the person
is dead. Those thought forms that were created, the energies, live and
keep on affecting and healing.
We have choice. We can choose to continue to stay in that awful,
disgusting little blind box with its little TV screen and its little ear
phones babbling away all our toxic things, all the judgments, darts of
nasty things of fear, anger, and judgment and radiate that into the
world. This is what we leave behind as our legacy. This is our real
We have a choice. We can leave behind the garbage, or we can change
what is in self to something exquisite, beautiful, healing, loving, and
incredibly dynamic. This incredible energy teaches others how to be free
and whole. The others begin to teach and change also. Those people
radiate it out. They are it. This changes everything. One person at a
time is all it takes. The growth is exponentially. One person can change
We are in a time when we really need to make some decisions fast. We
can make the decision to stay in the shit box, and that is the end of
humanity on this planet. We can also make the choice to break out of the
box, grow up, and take responsibility to free ourselves and help
everyone else we come in contact with. It is a choice of an individual.
If you don’t make the commitment to be free, you can’t. You can talk
about it until you die. We can talk around it. We can talk at it. We can
intellectualize it, ceremonalize it, but if you don’t make the
commitment to do it such as the steps and the follow up. You got to
follow up on the commitment. Don’t turn back; just go forward with that
There is a great momentum in our culture and in us individually to go
back into the old habits. We are very, very addicted to that way of
thinking and feeling. We will have an extraordinary experience and have
a breakthrough, but can we hold on to it? It takes a commitment and a
commitment to follow through on it from one minute to next to the next
to not slip back.
If you take a really honest close look at our culture, at the
institutions, they are falling apart. We try to band-aid it back and
shove together as best as it can get, but it is not working. It often
takes the chaos for people to start to wake up. If you look at the
different prophecies of the indigenous people, the Hopes, the Hetakas,
the Maoris and others, it is all in this list of warning signs. If you
don’t clean up your act and begin to wake up to loving self and other
then this catastrophe is going to happen. If you still don’t wake up,
then the next event will happen, and on and on and on.
Each successive event gets more dramatic and horrific. All the
planetary disruptions like volcanoes and earthquakes are, from the
Hetaka’s tribe, very specific events on the prophecy list. We should
have had very major earthquakes and volcano eruptions, but we haven’t
because we have started to wake up. The old goes out with a very, very
loud struggle. It has a huge death cry. It is going to get more frantic
the closer it gets to its own death, If we don’t wake up and build this
new wheel with every person taking that responsibility to wake up
themselves. Each person takes the responsibility to wake up themselves
and clean up their inner act.
As people are waking up and we see these new changes and new groups
growing, many of these people haven’t totally shed the box. They may
have cracked it open and they may be trying to get out of it, but they
are still attached. As long as they are attached, they carry the
paradigm with them. They drag some of the old beliefs and old babble,
which they try to apply to the new until they decide to totally give it
up. They have to give up the old way of thinking and feeling completely
and give up the fear base. They have to unplug that entire dynamic of
criticism and judgment.